Birthdays.

The time has come where it's just another day. I remember as a kid the excitement I had even months before my birthday. As an adult, by society,  I have realized that birthdays are nothing exciting. I'm not at all bashing birthdays, I still love December 4th. Though it is different when the day rolls around, but still a good day. Just different..almost as if a different experience. 

My Lack of Wisdom

Josh just found out I have a blog. He was a little surprised. Anyways. I got my wisdom teeth out on Monday. I was so nervous for nothing. I was nervous about going under. That was the easiest part. The hard part is now. Being hungry all the time kind of sucks. Also the stress. I am SO stressed out about getting dry socket. I'm hoping this will all be over soon. 

On a happier note...it's almost Easter!!! I'm not even sure what we are doing that day. 

scare!

So my boyfriend has been having this really red eye. We were thinking that its allergies. So he's been using eye drops. Then all of a sudden we noticed that one pupil in his eye was bigger than the other. I was pretty much freaking out. Then we called the doc and they said it can be caused by eye drops. So yeah. Made me feel better. 

We will be going to the doc tomorrow though. 

We read the bible today. That helped us. We've been fighting alot lately. I think we really need to put what's important in life first. Priorities.

To Whoever is out There..

You are the one, whoever you may be, to read my thoughts..concerns... I was thinking about changing my name to anonymity. But the truth of my thoughts will come from me and only me. 

So hear it goes..this is to you. Whoever may be reading. 

I think I have been lacking in music. Its the only thing I'm really good at. And not the best by any means. Lately, as in tonight, I've been longing to pursue a more musical tone. Not necessarily in the performing industry. Actually, not at all performing. I would like to think I am more the creation behind the music. The one who molds it together. 

Anyways....to you..

the one who hears my thoughs..

Thanks for listening.

time

its been about 7 months now. Time goes by so fast. I've got about 5 months to go until I start my family. Everyone thinks I'm crazy to wed a this age. Maybe I am? 

Anyways, this is happening.